Dearest Sunshine
01 May 2011 Leave a Comment
by Anne in Stories & Poems Tags: love, sun, sunshine
good morning my dear sunshine
i see you woke up at daybreak
and now it is finnaly daytime
last night i dreamnt about heartbreak
i dreamt that i couldn’t see you anymore
that dark clouds were covering your eyes
you were hiding behind a sober decour
with too many wheres and too many whys
and your smile was gone too behind the rubble
your beautiful blonde hair was chopped
but i still went through all that trouble
even though my heart nearly dropped
now that the dream is over i can see you are here
and we can continue our day just fine together
we can start dancing in the warm atmosphere
not caring at all about the weather
but i wish my nightmare was instead a dream
so i could hold your hand and feel you near
bathing in delinght in your warm studded rays
but that could never ever happen, i fear
for i am down here and you are up there
and i am weak whilest you hold your head high
and your beauty is amazing, i can’t help but stare
when you decide to reach for the sky
my heart is beating for you, only for you
and if you’re not there, it’s hard to breathe
but according to you, our love can’t go through
what will i do if my heart will turn cobalt blue
‘dearest, you know what i feel about you,
you know that i love you from all my heart
but its this twisted spell that i can’t undo
so this is why we have to be… apart
i wish i was human so i could be with you now
so i could hold your hand and feel you near
watch you blossom just for me and to see how
we bocome inseparable, my dear
i want to be human, your knight in shining armour
but all this is out of my reach, i dont have the power
if i could change, you have my word that i would
being split between world is having me devoured’
i know dear sunshine thats why i got to run away
but just far enough so you won’t see or hear me sing
i know you will miss me but anymore i can’t stay
i’d do better chasing the nights that you bring
i know you will be watching over me
reminding me that no matter what will happen
you’ll leave instructions if i have difficulty to breathe
and you’ll brighten up my day when it will happen
‘but i can’t stand to see you run away
so unpack all the things you left by the door
i won’t go anywhere just please stay
please, pick them off the floor’
i can’t do that, its a straighjacket feeling
and its something much worse than being alone
it would be much easier if you could peak through the celing
so you could make me forget the cold
‘but i’m shining as bright as i can to fill this ancient sky
and maybe i’m feeling down because you want to leave’
as he said, a few tears rolled out of his golden eyes
i think it means he’s wearing his heart on his sleeves…
my dear sunshine it kills me to say
although i love you and you love me too
i can’t watch you stand there another day
withought you beside me, i dont know what to do
‘one thing i’ll say before i will go back up there
no matter what without me you must try to resist
remember that i love you and remember that i care
but from now on for you i wont exist’
he moved away in his solitary sky
fading away from me and all of my hope
i called him back but he just said godbye
i shouted i love you, he smiled but he couldnt cope
i began to cry but he didnt dry up my tears
like he did since i fell in love with him
i tried to reach out but i fell on my knees
what was i going to do without him
and now each day at his beauty i stare
i miss his warm touch and his velvet voice
and i wish so badly that he wasn’t up there
i wish he was real but he isht and i have no choice
it breaks my heart but its better off this way
he is up in his world, i’m here in my own
i am sure i’ll find my own sunshine some day
and although he is loney up there i hope he’s not alone…
